This is not a fan report.

Before Sho came to Singapore to film nazodi movie last year, I've never thought that anyone in Arashi will come. In fact, I thought it was impossible for them to come. Then after he came and left after filming, again I thought he will never ever come back again. But idk.. miracle happened once, and it has decided to happen again.. Sho came back. This time it's for nazodi's movie premiere, which is the first outside of Japan. How did this happen. Idk. All my feels. Keiko and Kippei came too. Urghh. I really really want to thank them for coming. But again, now that Sho had came twice, I really don't think he will come back again. There's no reason for him to come back anymore.. The filming ended, the movie is showing, he toured around Singapore, he ate chicken rice and chilli crab,  and he saw the renovated merlion.  ╥﹏╥

I feel like I've just broken up... my heart just can't take it anymore. I can't stop thinking about him... The fact that I wasn't able to send him off yesterday pains me more. Like fuck. I can't see him again anymore and yet I can't send him off. I miss him so much. Everything around me reminds me of him and I really just can't get him out of my mind. Urghhhh what's this feeling of emptiness.

「Assholes know how to make a girl miss them so much that it hurts.」

That asshole.