I will always need to worry about money without fail. No matter when I have money or not. Happy cny and yes I got my angpao money and all. Not that much but better than nothing. For the past few days I have been thinking about how I should spend that money.

I want to eat some good food and satisfy all my cravings (sweechoon, tsujiri, nana's green tea, etc).
I want to buy ext. hard disk too so I'm waiting for IT fair.
I want to continue with my Japanese lessons.
I want to buy lots of albums to support all the artists I like. (I really think my hobby is collecting albums)
I want to shop for nice apparels. Hater cap especially argh.
I want to buy iTouch new gen because both my phone and iTouch have no more space for other songs.
and most importantly,
I want to go back to Japan next year.

Obviously my angpao money can't even settle half of the above, excluding Japan trip.
My "shopping freak" self is coming out again and I'm scared that I will not be able to save enough for the trip. What's more I think I chiong work and save on everything toooooooooo much that just the thought of going back to that lifestyle makes me damn sick and tired of it. I'm veryx1000000000 reluctant to work.

Not making any sense again. -.- . Anyways someone please tell me why am I thinking about all these when my exams starts on Tuesday. ARGH bye.