Feeling stressed out again.. It seems like from time to time I will have all these stressing periods. I can be fine for a damn long time then suddenly I feel stressed due to some particular thing. Then somehow every single thing makes me stress..

The main cause is money. This stupid piece of shit which makes a lot people pressurised. I don't know why but I really dislike using my parents' money for all my wants. Yet I still have to seek financial help from them because I don't have money. All my money have gone to my other wants. Loads of wants. There are many other things which I pay by myself. I can proudly say I've never ever taken my parents' money for fandom stuffs, or at least from my kpop days onwards. I just don't want to owe them too much. 欠他们的已经太多了.. Le sigh. Whatever I'm talking about, I think I don't make much sense now -.-. All my words jumbled up and there's no link between my sentences wtf.

Fuck this shit.